a leap of faith

I still want to help Eriko out with her loan. Whether I like it or not, my nature is to be generous to those I care about; I am naive to assume that I cannot be taken advantage of – however, the right woman for me won’t take advantage. I can’t see into the future with a crystal ball. I can’t guarantee that if I help Eriko with her loan that will spend our lives together. But at the same time, maybe one day we will be married – can I guarantee that she will stay with me after I buy her a car? Or a house? No; there is always uncertainty and with that, doubt. Being taken advantage of is when you do something you don’t want to; or you do something in a way that you don’t want to. I want to help Eriko with her loan. But I do it my way. Time for b..zzzzz